Stupid idiot

I feel like such a fool. I've wasted £30 I can ill afford to waste. I bought an ipod from Ebay and it's some weird foreign version with non-standard menus, non-standard connectors and a different clickwheel. There were no headphones with it (not initially a problem) but normal headphones don't fit in the socket. I feel like I'm going to cry. I've been so looking forward to getting this and the feeling of being let down is just awful. Doesn't help that it's that time of the month either and I'm in a certain amount of pain. It will teach me for being so greedy and wanting things I cannot afford. Very down on myself right now. Going through my "I'm a failure" routine again. I'm going to take Ebay off my favourites list. And all the other sites I buy things from. I'm stupid and greedy and sad. I need to concentrate on what's really important.